One Song Away

This is an amazing song by Cassadee Pope that very aptly describes how I feel right now. In my case I'm one song away from writing to Zach, but still.....same concept.

Late at night
Can't go to sleep
It's just me and the radio
Every single melody
Is wrecking me
And I know I'm getting close
To losing all control
And picking up the phone

I'm one song away
From breaking down and calling you up
And each one that plays is telling me that I'm still in love
Every word in every line
Is singing how I feel tonight
It's all I can take
Now I'm one song away
I'm just one song away

I could turn it off or tune it out
But I'm too gone for saving now so
What's the use
No matter what I try to do, I'm back and forth
I toss and turn and think of you
The later that it gets
The more I wanna give in…

I'm one song away
From breaking down and calling you up
And each one that plays is telling me that I'm still in love
Every word in every line
Is singing how I feel tonight
It's all I can take
Now I'm one song away
I'm just one song away

I'm one song away

Oh, and every word in every line
Is singing how I feel tonight
It's all I can take
Now I'm one song away
I'm just one song away

Late at night
Can't go to sleep
It's just me and the radio

Sorry.

I wrote and sent a letter about a week ago…now I'm not sure if it was the best decision. I'm worried that this is what the recipient is thinking, and I don't know if I can bear it if it is.

Credit to Blake Shelton for the song.

You say you don't know what you were thinkin.
Well, neither do I.
After all the time we spent together,
you think you deserve another try.

Well girl I don't know what it is that you're expecting,
just because you looked me in the eye

Say you're sorry, oh you're sorry.
You want it back the way it was.
Well I'm sorry, but sometimes sorry just ain't good enough

You say you never meant to hurt me
That might be true
Do you really think I should forgive you
For what you put me through?

Oh, I remember every time you said you love me.
But I know now your love was just a lie.

Say you're sorry, oh you're sorry.
You want it back the way it was.
Well I'm sorry, but sometimes sorry
just ain't good enough

Well girl I don't know what it is that you're expecting,
just because you looked me in the eye

You say you're sorry.

Oh you're sorry, so sorry.
and you want it back the way it was
well I'm sorry, sometimes sorry just ain't good enough.

With You in Your Dreams

So a few minutes before I sent my last text to my boyfriend (for the next 2.5 years at least), he asked me to listen to this song.  This song has kinda become my reason for going on now.  I know that Zach will always be with me in my dreams. :)

If I'm gone when you wake up
Please don't cry 
And if I'm gone when you wake up
It's not goodbye
Don't look back at this time as a time
Of heartbreak and distress
Remember me, remember me
'Cause I'll be with you in your dreams
Oh I'll be with you, oh oh

But If I'm gone when you wake up
Please don't cry
And if I'm gone when you wake up
Don't ask why
Don't look back at this time
As a time of heartbreak and distress
Remember me, remember me
'Cause I'll be with you in your dreams

Oh oh

Don't cry, I'm with you
Don't cry, I'm by your side
Don't cry, I'm with you
Don't cry, I'm by your side

And though my flesh is gone, whoa
I'll still be with you at all times
And although my body's gone, oh
I'll be there to comfort you at all times

Oh oh

But If I'm gone when you wake up
Please don't cry
And if I'm gone when you wake up
Don't ask why
Don't look back at this time
As a time of heartbreak and distress
Remember me, remember me
'Cause I'll be with you
I'll be with you in your dreams

Oh, I'll be with you
Oh
I'll be with you in your dreams
I'll be with you
I'll be with you

I don't want you to cry and weep, oh
I want you to go on living your life
I'm not sleeping an endless sleep, oh
'Cause in your heart
You have all of our good times
Oh, all of our good times
Oh oh you have

And if I'm gone when you wake up
Don't ask why
Don't look back at this time
As a time of heartbreak and distress
Remember me, remember me
'Cause I'll be with you in your dreams

Oh
I'll be with you in your dreams
I'll be with you
Oh
I'll be with you
I'll be with you in your dreams
I'll be with you in your dreams...

Also -- I don't own the lyrics.  Credit for those goes to Hanson.

After Today....One Day More

As my birthday's been growing ever closer, these songs have been stuck in my head. Now that there's only one day left, I figured I'd post them.

One Day More - -from Les Miserables

Valjean: One day more,Another day, another destiny,This never ending road to Calvary;These men who seem to know my crimeWill surely come a second time,One day more...
Marius: I did not live until today,How can I live when we are parted?
Valjean: One day more...
Marius & Cosette: Tomorrow you'll be worlds away,And yet with you, my world has started.
Eponine: One more day all on my own..
Marius & Cosette: Will we ever meet again?
Eponine: One more day with him not caring..
Marius & Cosette: I was born to be with you.
Eponine: What a life I might have known..
Marius & Cosette: And I swear I will be true!
Eponine: But he never saw me there..
Enjolras: One more day before the storm!At the barricades of Freedom!When our ranks begin to form,Will you take your place with me?
Marius: Do I follow where she goes?Shall I join my brothers there?Do I stay or do I dare?
All: The time is now!The day is here!
Valjean: One day more!
Javert: One more day till revolution,We will nip it in the bud!I will join these little schoolboys,They will wet themselves with blood!
Valjean: One day more!
M. & Mme. Thenardier: Watch'm run amuck,[ From: http://www.metrolyrics.com/one-day-more-lyrics-les-miserables.html ]Catch'm as they fall,Never know your luckWhen there's a free for all,Here a little dipThere a little touch,Most of them are gonersSo they won't miss much!
Various Students: One day to a new beginningRaise the flag of freedom high!Every man will be a kingEvery man will be a kingThere's a new world for the winningThere's a new world to be wonDo you hear the people sing?
Marius: My place is here,I fight with you!
Valjean: One day more!
Marius & Cosette: I did not live until today...Tomorrow you'll be worlds awayAnd yet with you my world has started
Eponine: One more day all on my own...
Javert: We will join these people's heroesWe will follow where they goWe will learn their little secrets,We will know the things they know.
Valjean: One day more!
M. & Mme. Thenardier: Watch 'em run amuckCatch 'em as they fallNever know your luckWhen there's a free-for-all
Javert: One more day to revolutionWe will nip it in the budWe'll be ready for these schoolboysTomorrow is the judgement day
Valjean: Tomorrow we'll be far away,Tomorrow is the judgement day
All: Tomorrow we'll discoverWhat our God in Heaven has in store!One more dawnOne more dayOne day more!

After Today - -From a Goofy Movie

Max: They've been laughin' since I can remember
But they're not gonna laugh anymore
No more "Maxie the Geek", no more "Goof of the Week" like before

Girl: No more algebra tests 'til September
Girl's Boyfriend: No more lookin' at losers like him
Boy: No more havin' to cheat
Another Boy: No more mystery meat
Boy 1: No more gym!
Boy 2: No more gym!
Boy 3: No more gym!
Boy 4: NO MORE GYM!

Lisa: Gonna move to the mall
Chad: Gonna live in the pool
Max: Gonna talk to Roxanne and not feel like a fool

Chorus: 'Cause after today I'm gonna be cruisin'
Max: After today, she'll be mine!
Chorus: After today my brains'll be snoozing
Max: If I don't faint I'll be fine!

Twin Girls: I've got forty more minutes of Home Economics
Twin Boys: Then down with the textbooks
Boy: And up with the comics!

Max: Just think of all the time I've been losin'
Finding the right thing to say
Chorus: But things'll be going my way after today

Max: She looked right through me
And who could blame her?
I need a new me
Plus some positive proof that I'm not just a goof

Cheerleaders: And after today I'm gonna be cruisin'
Grunge Girls: No more pep rallies to cut
Blech!
Chorus: After today our brains'll be snoozing
Bus Driver: I'm gonna sit on my butt

Max: I've got less than an hour
And when this is ended
I'll either be famous
Principal Mazur: Or you'll be suspended!

Chorus: Just think of all the time I've been losin'
Waiting until I could could say
Gonna be on my own
Kiss the parents good-bye
Gonna party from now 'til the end of July

Things'll be going my way
After today
Max: I wish that this was the day
After today

Indeed...I wish that this was the day after today. Oh well...just one day more. :D

When God Made You

For you, my love.

Its always been a mystery to me,
How two hearts can come together,
And love can last forever.
But now that I have found you I believe,
That a miracle has come when God sends the perfect one.
So gone are all my questions about why,
And i've never been so sure of anything in my life

Oh I wonder what God was thinking,when he created you.
I wonder if He knew everything I would need,
Because he made all my dreams come true.
When God made you, He must have been thinking about me.

Ooo ooo,I promise that wherever you may go, wherever life may lead you,
With all my heart I'll be there too.
And from this moment on I want you to know,
I'll let nothing come between us, and I will love the ones you love.
So gone are all my questions about why

Oh I wonder what God was thinking when he created you,
I wonder if He knew everythin I would need,
Because He made all my dreams come true.
When God made you He must've been thinking about me.

He made the sun He made the moon,
To harmonize a perfect tune,
One can't do without the other they just have to be together.
And that is how I know it's true,
Your for me and i'm for you and my world
Just can't be right without you in my life

Oh I wonder what God was thinking,when he created you.
I wonder if He knew everything I would need,
Because he made all my dreams come true.
When God made you, He must have been thinking about me.

He must have heard every prayer I've been praying. He must've knew everything I would need

When God made you, He must've been thinking about me.

WHEN GOD MADE YOU, by Newsong.

You Give Love A Bad Name

If you have to ask if this song is directed towards you, it's not.  It's only directed towards one person, and I'm pretty darn sure you know who you are.


An angel's smile is what you sell
You promise me heaven, then put me through hell
Chains of love got a hold on me
When passion's a prison, you can't break free

You're a loaded gun
There's nowhere to run
No one can save me
The damage is done

[Chorus:]
Shot through the heart
And you're to blame
You give love a bad name
I play my part and you play your game
You give love a bad name
You give love a bad name

Paint your smile on your lips
Blood red nails on your fingertips
A school boy's dream, you act so shy
Your very first kiss was your first kiss goodbye

You're a loaded gun
There's nowhere to run
No one can save me
The damage is done

[Chorus]
Shot through the heart
And you're to blame
You give love a bad name
I play my part and you play your game
You give love a bad name
You give love a bad name



To a certain person: you definitely give love a bad name.


Note: I obviously don't own this song....credit for this goes to Bon Jovi.

Behind These [Green] Eyes

So..the song is actually Behind These Hazel Eyes, by Kelly Clarkson. If you want a clue as to the reason behind it, click here.


Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything, it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong
Now I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

I told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright
For once in my life
Now all that's left of me
Is what I pretend to be
So together, but so broken up inside
'Cause I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hangin' on

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Swallow me then spit me out
For hating you, I blame myself
Seeing you it kills me now
No, I don't cry on the outside
Anymore...
Anymore...

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes